What I'm I complaining about?

Hi everyone
It’s been a while sense I have posted anything, Sort of been in a limbo state for the last six month,
Now I’m trying to get my head set and life schedule in order for my 40 radiation trips to finally or maybe kill this invader in my body. I have an 80 percent chance of finally destroying this creepy and sneaky bastard! I’m apprehensive and a little bit worried about the repercussions and after effects of so much radiation and holding myself to such a regiment. Realistically I don’t do well with demand and schedules. Well this time I have really no choice and a wonderful and loving Wife and family that love me unconditionally and want me around for them. I think family support and attitude are the most important things to recovery and keeping a positive approach to facing cancer ugly face. I sometime wish it would just face be man to man and we could fight to the death. At least then if I lose I gave it my best shot. But as we all no here cancers a coward! Maybe in a way this radiation and caring doctor’s with great family support show’s this cowardly cancer its day’s are numbered. I think men have trouble relating there inter feeling. It’s so hard for are families and especially are spouses who live this nightmare everyday with us. There courage is amazing and so needed. I just can’t say enough about my wife and her caring attitude. She’s strong for me yet it’s really tearing her apart inside. So She is my hero in life. So what I’m I complaining about? Hell this is a piece of cake. Ok. Ok bring it on. I’m the kind of guy that has never run from a fight and my wife married that man so it’s time he returned.
Thanks to this rant I’m ready for my next adventure in this battle.
Thanks for listening
Ed

Always here to listen, Ed. You’ll do well with radiation because you’re out to kick cancer’s ass! Thoughts and wishes are with you, and I’m here if you need me. Brother Bill

Posted on January 27, 2012 at 8:06:39 AM by Bill Curry